Accepting Oneself Must Be the First Step to Understand People in General

to feel the written, unwritten, narrated and never told stories equally….

Accepting oneself cannot be bringing the amount of work you put into something down for when you accept yourself, you listen to yourself first before expecting something to be done. You chat with yourself in pursuit to get what it is which is keeping you away in the atmosphere of uneasiness, falling asleep while trying to discipline yourself, feeling tired without consuming caffeine, unwilling to go out for a jog maybe… or something so severe like not know what to draw when presented with a blank page. This thing called worldly expectations is the response to what all we sense in the world… it has to be controlled for the argument that we control our senses with reason to hold some meaning. There is no consciousness, no actual thought until the thought is directed and only facility within human which can direct his thought is the reason which he truly ‘believes’ in.

All That You Expect from Yourself Is a Plain Lie!

Because you expect it from yourself… and you are biased! Existence of ego gets you making up things inside your head which in first place get you fucking expecting! You’re a pile of crap! You are what you be able to do! You can know yourself only from the experiences you’ve been through.. and they’re never good or bad.

… On the contrary, all the realizations must be crushing and shattering.. that deep. I am fake ’cause I’m writing it here.. while immediate action must follow! The balance, the decorum and understanding of how I must be behaving are the things which never let me be!

Ghost of Perdition, Opeth #nowplaying