Because you expect it from yourself… and you are biased! Existence of ego gets you making up things inside your head which in first place get you fucking expecting! You’re a pile of crap! You are what you be able to do! You can know yourself only from the experiences you’ve been through.. and they’re never good or bad.
… On the contrary, all the realizations must be crushing and shattering.. that deep. I am fake ’cause I’m writing it here.. while immediate action must follow! The balance, the decorum and understanding of how I must be behaving are the things which never let me be!
Ghost of Perdition, Opeth #nowplaying